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Thursday, June 29, 2006

He's Home

My baby is home. So glad that he is. I got a lot of hugs and kisses yesterday, and he really did miss me. However, after only a little time with me, I am still the meanest mom in the world! So good, I didn't lose my title when he was gone...

Monday, June 19, 2006

Freedom is not as fun as I thought it would be

So I have been home for 6 days now. Thought I would be so so happy to have free time and be able to do whatever, which is exactly how I was last year, but no. I miss my son so badly. He has been calling me often to let me know he "misses me soooo much", which makes me miss him more. He is at Disneyland today, I haven't been able to talk to him because he is too busy having fun. My sister called and told me he is having a wonderful time, but he keeps saying that "mom should be here". It does feel good that he wants to share all his fun with me, I would love to be sharing it with him. I feel horrible that I am missing his first big vacation. Since he has been very little we have taken our vacation every year to Arizona to see my sister. It is nice to see her and it is cheap, no hotel to pay for!! And for a single mom, cheap is very good. I could not afford to take him on two vacations, so every year it has been Arizona. This year my sister and her husband drove to California with him and are taking him to Disney and the zoo. It is nice that he will be able to experience it. I know that he will remember it forever. In 2007 I am hoping to take him to Disney World. I am saving already and would like to take him at Christmas time. His love for Disney come from me. I am a freak and love anything Disney. He has all the Disney movies and stuff animals, so he loves it as much as I do. I can not wait to be able to share it with him. I think my mom plans on going with us, so it will be a nice family vacation. My dad refuses to fly, so he will be staying at home. Big plans, but since it is over a year and half away, I guess I will have to wait.

You would think that I would have big plans - but not so much. Nothing planned. I am suppose to go for a drink with an old friend, but we haven't firmed anything up. I am making jam with my grandman this week, so there's that. Hopefully I will get my butt out there and do something fun - but I am making no guarantees.

I will try to post pics when he returns - I can't wait to see them myself.